well maybe sometimes
i’d like to pretend i’m as strong as you
sometimes
sometimes
i’m not

you have got to stop depending on other people for your happyness
I’m learning that the hard way
but through tough times
shines a diamond


so corny
w/e

i was there boiling over.
alone in this hollow home.
they found me spilled
filling all the in-betweens 
i was not surprised to see
them walk past me
lying on the kitchen floor

fantastic mr fox. charlie and the chocolate factory. the wizard of oz. now im working on matilda. im stepping back from my normal reading level and taking on every childrens classic i find in our library.

still here btw
just not posting because instead of writing
im taking a break
and reading other authors.
I read Moby Dick the other day, i started in the original version but switched to the condensed version because i just wasnt understanding. Il come back to it another time and read the full work. I also read Charlie and the Glass Elevator yesterday. I had alot of free time so i was able to get thru the whole thing in about two days. It was better than i expected and extremely witty and funny.
Next il either start The Wizard of Oz or Stuart Little. Or a Wrinkle In Time..

forget top of the world
come with me
to the bottom of the sea
where we may find peace
with Hades

and all along ive been too afraid to tell anyone how i feel because the last time i did i ended up alone. i cant lose you too. if i told you who i really was. how would it be.

Starting my second manuscript.

living a fraction above the rest
can send your mind miles from home
momma
i think i found heaven on earth
never had to rise above
cuz it was here
always
with me